ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!!!!

How the fuck could you?!!??!! How can you call that bitch Mrs. Pate?? That’s supposed to be me. Not that fucking slut… Tell me what is it that she has or gives you that I can’t… I’ve been so depressed lately  That I even contemplated suicide I’m so depressed i’don’t depress I’m not happy I cry from the moment I wake up till I go to bed if I go to bed I’m sorry I’m so hurt. I can’t believe a single word anybody says to me. I’m always wondering what people’s motives are what’s their reason for being around me? Do they Actually wanna be with me and around me or are they just using me and just tolerating me and saying whatever they have to keep me around?.  My ex did  he got mad at me one time and told me that he fucked all my so called friends on my bed. I know he’s probably telling the truth. He you later says that he was just saying that hurt me but I know he really did. Plus I know my best friend she’s a fucking whore and she would fucking anybody for $2 so I know he did.  You know this guy tells me he loves me, but hes done nothing but hurt me, Lie to me, he cheated on me, he use me, he used me to come up, and then leave me and still hurts me when hes not even with me anymore.. Im a solid mother fucker for him and he doesn’t fucking deserve any of it at all. He doesn’t deserve my loyalty! He doesn’t deserve my love! Im solid as  a motherfucker for that dude and that dude has nothing but treat me like shit. Make me feel unimportant, like I don’t matter to him, hes hurt me in the worst way and I’m still a ride or die bitch for him. Hes never going to leave her. I’m wasting my time and energy and all he is doing is hurting me to the point I want to end my life because I’m so unhappy. ( please note just bc I’m that depressed and thought that would be a better option. I’ve worked through that and no longer feel thats a good choice. I knew that dude was a snake and I should have never been with him. He used me from the very start. He still strings me along just to fuck with me. I’m the stupid one bc i keep letting him do this to me. When. He does something fucked up again…..actually hes done enough already for me to just never speak to him again. I’m done I’m moving on and I have to stop all communication and seeing him I have to shut him out. Get over him. It shouldn’t be that hard after everything hes done to me. Outta sight outta mind. Lie to some other bitch and use them. I’m better then this and deserve better. Let’s see how he likes this shit..

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